mesbooks Chapter 206 Impulse
Chapter 206 Impulse
Three days later.
Since the last time, An Qin has not visited Jiang Ming again.
After all, after seeing her senior brother's injury recover so quickly, she was no longer worried.
Instead, he turned his attention to cultivation.
This is thanks to the fact that Nong Chen now has a firm grasp on An Qin's lifeline.
He didn't say much, just two sentences:
Disciple, you have a special physique. If you concentrate on practicing, you will be able to become a great help to your senior brother.
By then, you can grow old together and travel the world!
This alone is enough to tempt An Qin to work hard and practice diligently.
This girl doesn't have much ambition. Her biggest goal in cultivation may just be to help her senior brother.
Of course, there is also the practice of longevity, so that you can stay with your senior brother forever.
It feels wonderful just thinking about it.
However, after thinking about it, An Qin felt that this was not a good idea.
No!
It’s better for people to have some ambition!
So, she upgraded her goals.
An Qin plans to practice hard and strive to surpass his senior brother in martial arts.
In this way, she can bully her senior brother in the future and make him cry.
And there is,
If one day her senior brother doesn't want her anymore, she can tie him up and keep him by her side. He can't run away anyway!
From then on, An Qin set the ambitious goal of becoming the master of his own destiny.
This also became the main material for her dreams for some time afterwards.
but,
I don’t know if it’s because Sister Ruoqi asked her a question about cows a few days ago.
She dreamed of a cow last night.
And my senior brother said that the word "ox" means diligence.
Therefore, An Qin guessed that it was probably because of his hard practice in the past few days.
Good! That's it, keep it up.
……
Thanks to the senior sister's diligence and tireless work in collecting the consciousness powder scattered in her sea of consciousness, Jiang Ming's consciousness injuries were quickly repaired.
Even under the effect of the medicinal soup, the strength of the soul was slightly improved.
Today, Master Jiang, who had recovered, got up early.
He had just opened his eyes when he heard Yan Ruoqi's voice:
"Are you awake, Junior Brother? Are you feeling unwell?"
Perhaps it was because of her experience in taking care of patients that the senior sister became much more meticulous in many aspects.
When she had nothing to do, she would always stay by Jiang Ming's bedside.
As soon as her junior brother opened his eyes, she would ask him a question.
Even if Jiang Ming said "I'm thirsty", Yan Ruoqi would bring water to him.
Occasionally, Jiang Ming also likes to play something exciting and test the edge of danger. For example, when drinking water, he would say:
Senior sister, I don’t want to move.
Normally, Yan Ruoqi would stare at him quietly with her beautiful dark eyes for a while.
In the end, I will still patiently feed the baby all the water bit by bit.
Jiang Ming actually got to enjoy Yan Ruoqi's cold tenderness.
Sadly, these are patient-only editions.
Jiang Ming didn't know if his senior sister would still indulge him like this now that his injuries had healed.
However, in front of his senior sister, he couldn't even pretend to be sick.
After all, she goes into her own sea of consciousness every day, and she knows the situation best.
Facing the concern of his senior sister, Jiang Ming got out of bed and shook his head:
"It's nothing, Senior Sister."
Seeing Jiang Ming get out of bed, Yan Ruoqi couldn't help but ask:
"Where are you going?"
"Go buy some food, Senior Sister, I'll give you some food below."
"Well, do you want me to go with you?"
"No need, I'll be back soon. Just wait for me, Senior Sister. My food is delicious."
"Ok, I know."
Yan Ruoqi nodded.
Jiang Ming had given her food before.
She remembers it vividly.
Because, it was on that day that she couldn't help herself and lost control and hurt her junior brother, which made her feel guilty for a long time.
Since then, she rarely contacted or communicated with her junior.
Unexpectedly, this inner crisis became an opportunity for him and his junior fellow apprentice to become familiar with each other again.
Yan Ruoqi clearly felt that the relationship between him and his junior brother was no longer so unfamiliar.
Or maybe...
In fact, my junior brother never cared about it.
It was just the guilt in her heart that made her think that she had a quarrel with her junior brother.
After all, since my junior brother was willing to take the risk to save me, why would he care about those things?
"Then Senior Sister, I'll go first. Um, I'm fast... uh, no, I, I'm not slow, Senior Sister."
Yan Ruoqi didn't know why Jiang Ming was hesitating so strangely, but she nodded and replied:
"Well, don't worry, Junior Brother, I'll wait for you here."
After hearing this, Jiang Ming said no more.
She took out the [Senior Sister Sword] and flew into the air, disappearing.
Yan Ruoqi looked at Jiang Ming's departing back, speechless.
Then, she suddenly turned her head and looked at the bed that had been occupied by her junior brother for several days.
An impulse arose in my heart.
This caused a hint of struggle to appear in Yan Ruoqi's beautiful eyes.
At last,
She stood up,
Walk to the bed and pick up the quilt.
After hesitating for a moment,
She hugged the quilt tightly in her arms, buried her pretty face in it, and took a deep breath.
For a long time,
She let go of the quilt, folded it, and put it back on the bed.
There was no satisfaction on Yan Ruoqi's pretty face.
She sighed deeply:
"Hey--"
The quilt, after all, was not her junior brother. It only had his scent and warmth, but it couldn't bring her what she wanted...
Yan Ruoqi slowly sat back down, a sense of loss in her beautiful eyes.
she,
Naturally, I knew something was wrong with me.
Yan Ruoqi would think carefully for a while every night.
Finally, she discovered the source of what was wrong - desire and impulse.
During the days of recovery, she would go to her junior brother's sea of consciousness to contact his soul and heal her.
Yan Ruoqi discovered that the emotions conveyed by her junior brother during their soul-spirit contact made her feel an unprecedented sense of satisfaction and nostalgia.
The trust of my junior, the encouragement of my junior, the care of my junior, the enthusiasm of my junior
mood,
She had a feeling that these emotions seemed to greatly make up for what she was missing.
Yan Ruoqi didn't know what it was.
But, she would feel satisfied with it, even... it would make her a little fascinated, and she couldn't help but look forward to the next contact.
However, in order to prevent her junior from noticing her abnormality, she would tightly control her emotions every time they came into contact.
This also caused her emotions to accumulate in her heart and she couldn't vent them.
Over time, the desire and impulse in my heart became stronger and stronger.
The desire of the soul is reflected in the body.
In fact, Yan Ruoqi didn’t want much.
She just wanted a hug from her junior.
She really wanted to know what that experience was like.
Will it be completely different from the feeling that the small quilt brings her?
Will it be as warm as the sun like my junior brother’s soul?
unfortunately,
Yan Ruoqi didn't dare.
Just as she did not dare to touch the ray of light in her sea of consciousness.
Although, I don’t know what will happen after I touch it.
But Yan Ruoqi didn't dare to do it.
She vaguely felt that once she broke through the constraints, the consequences... she would not be able to bear it.
So, she controlled herself, suppressed her impulses with her willpower, and made herself look as cool as ever.
As for just now...
Yan Ruoqi just wanted to see if hugging his junior brother's quilt could alleviate his inner curiosity and desire.
Let her experience what that feels like.
unfortunately,
The remaining warmth and scent of the quilt were not from my junior brother after all.
She didn't feel anything.
Do not know why,
Yan Ruoqi suddenly thought of his junior brother and Xiaoqin, hugging each other casually.
For a moment, she didn't know who to envy...
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