Chapter 280 He is not the only one who feels wronged
Chapter 280 He is not the only one who feels wronged
Lin Jiaran didn't take a car when she came out, and Lu Jingshen didn't drive either. She followed silently all the way, and unknowingly walked to the place where she was waiting for Lu Jingshen when she and Lu Jingshen had a quarrel that night.
It was already dark.
Feeling tired, he stopped and walked around to Lin Jiaran, hugging her lovingly. She had been in a low mood today and he felt sorry for her, but he didn't want her to be troubled by the past.
"If you can't forget those sad memories, just treat them as a dream of experience. You are now the way you are after waking up from the dream. None of this is your fault. The people who bullied you have now received retribution. I hope Mrs. Lu will not be troubled by these people or things that are not worth remembering in the future."
The moment Lu Jingshen took the initiative to hug her, it was like a faint light in the darkness, like a firefly that could only be discovered in the night. She could no longer hold back her tears and threw her head into the warm embrace, crying her heart out.
At this moment, the memory seems to go back to a long time ago...
No matter how many people are around her, she just wants to lean on him like this, not wanting to care about other people's opinions, and wantonly venting all her accumulated sadness.
Lu Jingshen hugged Lin Jiaran, who was sad for a long time, and her sobbing gradually disappeared.
"Are you okay?" Only after the sobbing stopped completely did Lu Jingshen lower his head and raise his hand to wipe her tears.
"Why don't you give me some advice? I can't even open my eyes!"
"No matter what I say today, you will cry again, especially when I can't see you. Today I will make an exception and let you cry a little longer."
"How can you persuade someone like this?" Lin Jiaran said while crying. She felt very sad now. Lu Jingshen did not comfort her but asked her to cry for a while longer. She could not stop the tears that she had been holding back and her tear glands burst out.
The warm hands kept wiping away the tears that were flowing out.
"Then stop crying, okay?"
"Why do you control me? When I said I wouldn't leave you, you never denied it. Why should I listen to you in everything? It's not against the law to cry, but you start to dislike me, right? If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have been tied up yesterday. If you hadn't insisted on driving me away, would I have stayed in Jincheng for the past six months? I thought I was mentally ill again. You think you feel wronged, don't you? You are not the only one who feels wronged. Don't think I don't know why I can't get a visa. I'm not a three-year-old child. I just don't want to say..."
After learning that Lu Jingshen went to the United States, she applied for a visa, but was rejected several times for various reasons. No matter where she wanted to go, she met all the conditions, but her visa could not be approved. However, when she applied for a visa recently, it was approved. If there was no intentional obstruction, how could her visa be rejected all the time.
Just thinking about it made me angry. I pounded it a few times with my little hands but still felt unsatisfied, so I stepped on the shiny black leather shoes a few more times.
Lu Jingshen did not refute her words or actions and let her vent in front of him. He did not feel disgusted at all, but felt very sad. He was responsible for the current situation. If there was no bet, he was sure that they would not be like this now, and she would not have hated him for so long...
When Lin Jiaran withdrew her foot and stopped stepping, Lu Jingshen bent down and picked her up horizontally. The defenseless body was lifted into the air. He immediately wrapped his hands around the man's neck, wiping his tears.
Lu Jingshen held the person steadily and continued walking forward with light steps.
"Lu Jingshen, are you planning to walk like this all night?"
"The car is still parked at the Public Security Bureau."
"Put me down!"
"Aren't your feet tired after walking for such a long time? If you didn't cry enough just now, you are allowed to cry for a while now."
"I didn't eat for a day and I don't have the energy to cry."
"If you cry after eating, your stomach will be upset. You should cry enough before eating."
"Don't you understand me? I said I haven't eaten for a day!"
"That means you've cried enough. If you've cried enough, then eat!"
Lu Jingshen also stopped and walked to the side of the road instead of moving forward.
In less than a minute, a car stopped in front of them. It was Zuo Nai who went to the Public Security Bureau to drive the car over.
They both sat in the back seat, Zuo Nai was driving, and Lin Jiaran covered her eyes with her hands. She had just cried so hard that she felt she couldn't open her eyes. They were swollen and sore and uncomfortable.
“I don’t want to eat out.”
Lu Jingshen stretched out his long arms and let the person lean against him. He lowered his head, gently removed the hand covering his eyes, and spoke softly.
"We don't eat outside. It will be more uncomfortable if we keep our hands away and can't rub our eyes for a while."
After returning to the hotel, Lin Jiaran went to change her clothes first. Lu Jingshen listened to her and was responsible for ordering food and having it delivered to the room.
"Lu Jingshen, what should I do if I can't open my eyes..."
Lin Jiaran was squatting and shouting in the bathroom. When Lu Jingshen heard the voice, he immediately put down his phone and ran to the bathroom.
Lu Jingshen went to the bathroom, carried the person out and gently placed him on the bed.
"Lie down for a while. I'll go get something." After putting her on the bed, he pulled a thin blanket over her. After giving her instructions, Lu Jingshen walked out of the bedroom. When he opened the door, Zuo Nai handed Lu Jingshen a box of ice cubes.
Lu Jingshen brought ice cubes into the bedroom, sat on the edge of the bed and let Lin Jiaran rest her head on his legs, then carefully wrapped a small ice cube in a wet towel and applied a cold compress around her eyes.
Ice cubes can stimulate capillary contraction and promote blood circulation, which can relieve the symptoms of swollen eyes caused by crying.
After applying the cold compress for a while, Lu Jingshen used a clean tissue to wipe away the ice water remaining around her eyes.
"Open your eyes and try." Then he asked softly.
Lin Jiaran tried to open her eyes and found it easier to open than before. The swelling on the outside was also obviously less.
"I feel much better. Your method is quite good." Lin Jiaran sat up, put on her shoes, rubbed her eyes unconsciously with her hands, and walked out of the room.
Lu Jingshen first went to the bathroom and soaked his hands in hot water. He tested the temperature on his arms and walked out of the bathroom only when his hands were no longer cold.
After dinner, Lin Jiaran sat and looked at her phone to digest the food. Lu Jingshen took the medicine for external injuries and sat next to Lin Jiaran. There were still some marks on her hands today, but it was nothing serious, so there was no need to apply medicine.
"I think I'll be fine in two days without taking any medicine today."
"Applying some medicine will make you heal faster. If you don't apply it, there will be side effects." Lu Jingshen had already squeezed the ointment onto a sterilized cotton swab and pulled Lin Jiaran's hand over to apply the medicine.
"What kind of sequelae can such a small problem cause? At most, the scar will fade away a few days later. When I wasn't with you, I didn't care about such a small problem. Don't make me a squeamish person!"
Lu Jingshen didn't take Lin Jiaran's words seriously, and applied the medicine evenly bit by bit very seriously.
While Lu Jingshen was applying the medicine, the doorbell rang. Lin Jiaran withdrew her hand, stood up and ran out.
Lu Jingshen came over to see that Lin Jiaran had already closed the door with the lunch box in her hand.
"What did you mention?"
"You can't eat spicy crayfish!"
I used to think that I had regional discrimination against Jincheng food and that’s why I didn’t like it. But when I went to the hospital for a check-up that day, I found out that it was all because of the daily medication and depression that caused me to have no appetite, not because I was really picky about food.
Lu Jingshen took the food box, opened it, put on disposable gloves and started peeling shrimps.
"Can you eat chili?" Two crayfish were full, and they looked delicious and appetizing. She ordered spicy flavor specifically to eat alone...
"I'm not going to fight with you. Didn't you just put medicine on your hands?"
"..."
Lin Jiaran took the box and placed it in front of Lu Jingshen, then took the phone in her hand.
"Put this box here and I'll eat it later. I'm going to the bathroom first!"
After squatting in the bathroom for half an hour, Lin Jiaran came out when Lu Jingshen estimated that he should have finished peeling the shrimps.
As a result, Lu Jingshen didn't peel the shrimps after Lin Jiaran left, and the shrimps were still intact in the box.
"Didn't I tell you to peel it and put it in the box?"
"Freshly peeled shrimps taste better." Lu Jingshen quickly peeled a whole shrimp again and handed it to Lin Jiaran's mouth naturally.
"I like to keep it for a longer time, so let's put it here first!" Lin Jiaran tilted her head back a little, pointed at the empty disposable box, and then swiped her phone to relieve her panic.
“It’s not like I haven’t fed her before.” Lu Jingshen extended his hand again, waiting for Lin Jiaran to open her mouth.
After a stalemate, he finally spoke.
Just now, she was thinking about not letting Lu Jingshen feed the baby himself, so she used the excuse of going to the bathroom for so long, but the result was completely different from what she expected...
Lin Jiaran, who was a little shy at the beginning, gradually ignored it. After all, Lu Jingshen always peeled the food and fed it to her, and she couldn't refuse at all. Lu Jingshen enjoyed the moment very much, and his heart was filled with warmth at the moment.
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