Shen Shaojuai: I'm sorry I love you too much

Chapter 157 It's Not Love

Shen Fengming looks like Ye Xingyi with flustered eyes, her palm-sized face, the most outstanding thing is her pair of glass-colored eyes, clear and bright.His shadow is reflected in it, and one can see that his expression is cold and ruthless.

So in her eyes, he is always like this? 

Shen Fengming closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, the determination in his black pupils was gone, replaced by the inability to see clearly the depth of emotion.

"Come find me when you're done." After finishing speaking, he turned around and walked towards the elevator without stopping.

This is already his biggest concession, if he doesn't leave first, he can't guarantee what will happen next!

Ye Xingyi watched him leave in the elevator, and murmured his name twice.

"Fengming, Fengming..."

The sound is so soft that you can't hear it when the wind blows.

Lin Qiumo behind her had already opened the door, but after seeing Shen Fengming leave, he couldn't move.

The gentle and watery phoenix eyes looked at Ye Xingyi's back in pain.

"Star shifting..." he shouted, and there was pain in his soft voice.

Ye Xingyi withdrew her emotions when she heard the words. She turned around and looked at Lin Qiumo.

His painful appearance and the deep feeling in his eyes inexplicably coincided with Si Nanyu in his restored memory.She finally understood why during the time when she lost her memory, she relied on him so much and had a crush on him, but why she couldn't always fall in love with her.

There is always an alarm bell ringing in my heart, reminding her.

Thinking of Si Nanyu, it was easy to remind her of Shu Ming who died in her arms.

Isn't there a saying?

I didn't kill Boren, but Boren died because of me.

Ye Xingyi spread her hands in front of her eyes, and the memory flashed back to that day when her hands were covered with blood.

"Sorry!" she said softly.

A crystal tear hit her own palm.

"What's the matter?" Lin Qiumo came over at some point, stood three steps away from her, and asked with concern as she looked at Ye Xingyi, who exuded more pain than him, with her phoenix eyes.

Why did his love cause her so much pain?

He didn't know what Ye Xingyi was thinking, but seeing her like this made him feel even more uncomfortable.It turns out that his love has always been a burden!

Lin Qiumo couldn't help laughing at himself, the smile was uglier than crying.

He claims to love her more than Shen Fengming, but now it seems that he is the one who makes her suffer.

It's really ironic and ridiculous, just like his love.

Ye Xingyi looked up at Lin Qiumo, with tears still in the corners of his eyes.

She smiled at Lin Qiumo again, parted her red lips, and said, "Lin Qiumo, I never told you how important you are to me."

What does he mean to her?

Hearing this, Lin Qiumo was very happy, because she was also very important to him.

He smiled back at Ye Xingyi.

"At that time, I just woke up, and my mind was blank. All things and things were scary and dangerous to me. For the unknown, my heart was full of unstoppable fear and anxiety, and I dared not sleep at night. .It was you, it was you who redeemed me."

Ye Xingyi recalled that time while talking, those days seemed like yesterday.

Her eyes were a little wet, but she kept smiling and confided her heart.

"You taught me how to trust, how to live, and let me know that the unknown world is so novel and beautiful. With your help, I realized the value of friends and the sense of accomplishment in work. I really can't imagine What should I do without you at that time? I also depend on you and care about you. " 

Lin Qiumo's eyes were also red, this was the first time Ye Xingyi told him this.

He didn't expect that what he did would have such an important meaning in her eyes.At that time, he just simply liked her and wanted to make her happy.

"But..." Ye Xingyi paused, and she looked at Lin Qiumo sincerely, tears welling up in her eyes.

"But it's not love!"

Her tears and her words made Lin Qiumo's heart tremble. If this is not love, then what is it?

Ye Xingyi seemed to have guessed what he was thinking.

She raised her hand to wipe away her tears, and continued: "Do you know what a baby bird plot is?"

Lin Qiumo's face turned pale, and he nodded with difficulty.

The young bird plot, also known as the chick plot, means that a newborn bird will regard the first live action it sees as its mother.

What she meant was that her dependence and care on herself was due to the baby bird plot.Lin Qiumo felt a pain in his heart and couldn't help but staggered. Fortunately, he supported the wall in time and didn't fall down.

"Brother..." Ye Xingyi called out hastily.

Seeing that Lin Qiumo couldn't stand up, she subconsciously stretched out her hand to help him, but Lin Qiumo waved her hand and refused.

Ye Xingyi knew in her heart how cruel this answer was to Lin Qiumo, but she had to say it.

She bit her lip, withdrew her hand, and said softly: "Brother, believe it or not, I have always regarded you as my most important family member. You are as important to me as my elder brother."

elder brother?

Lin Qiumo smiled wryly. This was the answer he had thought of a long time ago. Hearing it from Ye Xingyi himself, he still couldn't help but feel heartbroken.

He raised his hand to cover his heart, as if something was broken there.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Ye Xingyi repeated it over and over again, but no matter how many times she said it, it didn't make her feel any less uncomfortable.

She stood there, her shoulders slumped, her head down, looking at the ground.The words of apology were repeated over and over in her mouth, and she couldn't be seen crying, but on the ground in front of her, big tears hit it, and a large piece of the ground was wet.

Her pain was no less than that of Lin Qiumo.

Lin Qiumo looked at her silently for a long time.

It was long enough for him to figure out some things.He took a deep breath and stood up straight.

"Actually, there is nothing wrong with my brother."

Ye Xingyi heard the words, and looked up at him, tears were still hanging on his face, his eyes and nose were red from crying, and he looked cute in a daze.

Lin Qiumo smiled, and the smile seemed to be the same as the ones he had seen before. It was as gentle as the first ray of sunshine in early spring, which made people feel refreshed.

He raised his head and rubbed Ye Xingyi's little head, messing up her hair a bit, like a real naughty brother.

"I also have something to tell you?"

"Huh?" Ye Xingyi was still in a daze.

"Since I'm an elder brother, you must be obedient and have a good relationship with Shen Fengming. If he bullies you, you must remember to tell me, and I will beat him up for you."

Ye Xingyi stared at him blankly, and it took him a while to react.

She wanted to laugh, but tears fell first, she covered her mouth and nodded heavily at Lin Qiumo, like pounding garlic.

"I see, stop nodding, you're acting like a fool." Lin Qiumo looked up at her head, his eyes crooked with a smile.

He said in his heart, since this is what you want, then I can do it too.Because I love you, I don't want to embarrass you, I will always be by your side.

Ye Xingyi immediately stopped nodding obediently.

To her, this result was like a dream, so it was no wonder that she was a bit of a fool.

Lin Qiumo nodded in satisfaction, and said, "Don't cry, it's ugly."

"Okay!" Ye Xingyi heard it, and immediately wiped his tears with his sleeve.

Her work was a little rough, and the rough fabric of her clothes scratched her face with red marks.

Lin Qiumo's hand moved involuntarily. He wanted to wipe her tears himself, but in the end he didn't reach out, but looked at her quietly.

After a long time, Ye Xingyi finally recovered.

She sincerely said to Lin Qiumo, "Thank you."

Lin Qiumo said: "Do you still want to say thank you to my brother?"

Although this was the result Ye Xingyi wanted most, when she really heard Lin Qiumo mention her brother in front of her, she suddenly felt a little embarrassed.

Lin Qiumo saw it, and said considerately: "Okay, you go into the house quickly! Seeing that your eyes are swollen like that, go back and get some ice cubes."

"Well, good!" Ye Xingyi obediently agreed.Just as he was about to leave, he thought of something and asked again, "What about you?"

"Oh, I'm going to check on the situation in the studio." Lin Qiumo explained, he also planned to go out.

Ye Xingyi nodded, hesitated for a while, and asked, "Did Sister Jiang Li go back to China with you?"

"Well, didn't she tell you?"

"No." Ye Xingyi shook his head, and asked again: "Isn't Sister Jiang Li planning to work with you as a studio?"

Because of her superiors and subordinates before, her relationship with Jiang Lian is actually no closer than her relationship with Qian Mengmeng, but because Mengmeng and Si Diwen settled abroad, in fact, only her, Lin Qiumo and Jiang Lian returned to China to work.

Jiang Li was unwilling to come back at first, but then he agreed for some reason.

Lin Qiumo shook his head, as if thinking of something, he frowned involuntarily.

"She wanted to, but her family didn't want to."

Ye Xingyi didn't know much about Jiangli, so he asked, "Why?"

"Do you know the Liling Consortium?" Lin Qiumo asked.

Ye Xingyi nodded. She knew that the main reason was that this consortium was too famous both domestically and abroad.This consortium has invested in various industries, even dabbling in the art world, so she knew about it.

But what does this have to do with Gracilaria?

Seeing that she didn't know yet, Lin Qiumo said, "The CEO of the Liling Consortium is named Jiang, and Jiang Li is his only daughter."

Ye Xingyi opened his mouth involuntarily, he didn't even know that Jiangli had such a strong background.But looking at her usual style of doing things, words and deeds, she really doesn't come from ordinary people.

"Jiang Li didn't want to inherit the family business, so she hid abroad. Now that she's back in China, her family can't let her relax like before." Thinking of this, Lin Qiumo felt a little guilty.

He was the first to ask Jiang Li if he wanted to go back to the country together. He thought Jiang Li would refuse, but he didn't expect her to readily agree.

When she got off the plane, just as her feet touched the ground, she was picked up by a group of people sent by the Jiang family, and she didn't know how she was doing now.

It has been three days since returning to China, and she has not contacted him once.

"Is that so? She's home, so she should be fine. Let's find her later." Ye Xingyi suggested.

Lin Qiumo nodded.