mesbooks Chapter 1232: No more meeting, my sister's little monster
Chapter 1232: No more meeting, my sister's little monster
Ji Jiutian's expression remained unchanged as he simply said, "So... did you see me killing them?"
Ji Wushuang nodded: "I saw it, so why didn't you save him?"
Ji Jiutian sneered, his tone indifferent and cold, and it was unclear whether he was directed at the people of the Ji family or at herself.
"Because there's no need to save them... They've always been stuck in the middle of the two universes, constantly devouring man-made Guixu Stone for cultivation. They're actually... Void monsters in human form. All the sins they've committed will eventually be judged, and so will I..."
The words "Me too" are frank and firm. Ji Jiutian never denies the crimes he has committed, nor does he refuse to take responsibility for them.
This is also why, even though she clearly knew that she had saved Ji Wushuang, helped Ji Wushuang, and even helped the entire Four Realms... and Ji Wushuang had already become the master of the world and had the ability to help her avoid all punishment and let her escape safely, she still chose to say nothing.
She will not evade her guilt, nor will she sugarcoat her own bad behavior.
She will straighten her back and dignity and face her own end.
Ji Wushuang's eyes were deep: "You don't regret it?"
Ji Jiutian chuckled: "Of course."
While speaking, Ji Jiutian's eyes never left Ji Wushuang...
I don’t know if it was because she was about to lose her soul, so her heart became light and soft, and even the people and things she saw gradually became hazy with the past. Even Ji Wushuang at this moment miraculously overlapped with the silly little thing back then.
Ji Jiutian still remembers when Ji Wushuang was born. She was very excited to see her, but her parents told her... Ji Wushuang was just a man-made monster, a monster that should not have been born in the world.
She couldn't help but feel excited and went to see her secretly.
Small and soft... like little clouds floating in the sky, she didn't understand, such cute things... why could they be monsters? She couldn't help but want to get closer to her, get closer to her. Sometimes, she would smile foolishly to herself, and that smile could even dispel the coldness around her.
At that time, Ji Jiutian was thinking, little thing, it doesn’t matter even if you are a monster, sister will become strong and sister will protect you... It was not until later when she also became a "monster" that she understood why Ji Wushuang was called a "monster".
She still remembered the pain of having her chest ripped open. Her parents, elders, and family members, who were usually kind and caring towards her, all showed their fangs and claws at that moment, as well as the mad souls they hid that longed for eternal life and power.
They embedded unknown flesh and blood into her body and told her over and over again.
Only the strong are worthy of becoming the children of the Ji family and are qualified to survive.
If she fails, she will just be like those trash out there, left to fend for herself.
This was not the first time Ji Jiutian had heard the word "garbage". In the past, it was used to describe the strange-looking side branches or followers of the Ji family who lingered around the outskirts of Tianci City. When he was young, Ji Jiutian asked his father why these people were born different from them. His father and mother just said expressionlessly: Because they are losers.
At this moment, Ji Jiutian understood that this "failure" referred to the failure of "foreign object implantation". Once it failed... he would become "garbage" that was neither human nor ghost, neither human nor beast.
Ji Jiutian didn't want to be "trash" and didn't want to be "abandoned" by her family. She endured all the pain and torture and successfully "awakened".
I thought that if I awakened successfully, this nightmare would come to an end...
But she never knew that this was just the beginning.
What was implanted into her was the "Xia bloodline" that controls the power of time and space, but she was just a lowly and shameful "thief", how could she control the real Xia bloodline?
So every time she fell asleep, it was a torture worse than death...
She would be trapped in an endless cycle of "time and space", watching the universe go to destruction again and again, watching blood stain the boundless deep space red, watching all living things wail and struggle in the mud...
At first, she woke up in horror, thinking that everything was a "dream", but as the trajectory of the world overlapped with her dream, she knew... it was not just a dream, and she told the Ji family about it.
But after the Ji family learned everything, instead of trying to change anything, they used this as an "opportunity" to make a fortune and gain power on a large scale. Ji Jiutian questioned them heartbreakingly, but was met with ruthless ridicule, "Who do you think you are? Do you think you can change your fate?" They also told her, "Don't be silly. The universe is shattered, the spiritual energy has been completely locked, there are no more saints in the world, how can we fight against the Void Clan?"
Ji Jiutian naturally would not give in. She fought with all her might and finally ended up with a head injury and a bloody mess.
In the endless expanse of time and space, in the purgatory of countless reincarnations, all her edges and pride were erased. She finally understood that the "future" she saw was the universe's inescapable fate, the destination of all living things' annihilation, and also... the curse of her stealing the "Xia family bloodline"...
Such a heavy secret, such suffocating shackles, such impotent sin, and such repeated torture gave Ji Jiutian an almost insane idea in her heart - she wanted to save the universe, even at the cost of her own soul!
She learned from the "Dream of Time" that the master of this invasion, the Lord of Infinity, was targeting Ji Wushuang...
In order to kill Ji Wushuang, he will set up a net of heaven and earth.
She knew this was a good opportunity to gain His trust...
So even though she knew that Ji Wushuang was innocent and not a "sinner", she still chose to become an executioner and one of the evil spirits who strangled and devoured her.
She would never deny what she had done, nor would she regret anything she had done. The only thing she could not forget was the look Ji Wushuang gave the sky before he died.
Empty, indifferent, cold, without any attachment...
Ji Jiutian gritted her teeth, trying hard to maintain her cold and murderous expression. Not even her eyes were wet. She even turned around and used Ji Wushuang's death to successfully become the "confidant" of the Lord of Colorful Infinity.
She planned for Him, worked for Him, and tried to find His weaknesses.
Yet she was still too naive.
The more she came into contact with Him, the more she realized His unfathomable depths...
——The Lord of Infinity and Splendor is invincible!
——The Lord of Infinity and Splendor is invincible!
——The Lord of Infinity and Splendor is invincible!
……
This thought resurfaced in her mind again and again, like an iron brand, blocking all her courage!
That intense, complete, and utter despair caused her, a person who wasn't even afraid of death, to feel endless hesitation, timidity, and confusion...
She constantly searches for answers in the "Dream of Time," even unwilling to wake up. It feels like punishment, as she spends lifetime after lifetime of near-eternal and empty life...
but.
She didn't find the answer.
Her soul was not comforted.
She was trapped in a dead end and was in excruciating pain.
Later, she became afraid, cowardly, and wanted to escape... Since the universe was destined to be destroyed and all living things were destined to be annihilated, then... what if they chose to surrender? What if they chose to escape?
At least we must preserve a little spark for the universe and the world!
As soon as such an extreme idea appeared, it quickly occupied Ji Jiutian's sea of consciousness, and this idea coincided with the Ji family's. However, the Ji family alone was not enough. In the end, Ji Jiutian led the eight major families to leave and established Tianyan City.
Perhaps in the eyes of the universe, Tianyan City is a traitor, a coward, and a shame...
However, Ji Jiutian knew the future well, and knew that only by being pious and begging for mercy could he have a chance of survival. So what if he was weak-willed? This was the only way to survive!!!
Therefore, when Tianyan City was completed under the eyes of the Lord of Splendid Infinity, Ji Jiutian felt a sense of relief at completing her self-salvation... as if the sharp blade filling her heart and the pain oppressing her soul were finally relieved.
But Ji Jiutian soon realized that he was wrong.
How wrong.
She is not a savior.
The "spark" in Tianyan City is not a flame that can rekindle hope.
They are just existing like clowns with the tacit approval of the Lord of Colorful Infinity, and even more... they are just cattle and sheep raised by the Lord of Colorful Infinity and the Void Clan. They are not killed now because they are not hungry yet.
What’s more, it is also a pleasure to watch the “cows and sheep” being funny.
However, it is precisely this kind of "tacit consent" that makes the people in Tianyan City think that they are the recognized "chosen people of God" and are superior to other human beings.
Everything began to tilt and twist, heading out of control.
But she couldn't stop it.
Because her every move, every thought, every smile, was firmly controlled by "common knowledge"...
She comforted herself over and over again. It was good this way. The more the Lord of Infinity and Splendor trusted them, the more likely they would survive in the future. So was it so important what identity they used to survive?
Just live.
Just live.
...there will be hope!
She continued to comfort and numb herself until Ji Wushuang appeared again.
She seemed to still carry the memories of her previous life. Ji Jiutian did not contact her immediately because she did not want to see the hatred and resentment in her eyes.
However, when the two of them really stood face to face, seeing Ji Wushuang's eyes were clear and bright, without any hatred, Ji Jiutian was embarrassed and bewildered...
She seemed to let her go?
No, how could she let her go?
She should harbor hatred towards her and always be thinking about her...How can she let go of the pain and the past and move forward with big strides?
She was relieved and she moved on...
What should she do?
What should she do, being left forever in the abyss and filth...
later……
She watched her fight against fate with all she had, watched her confront disaster with all she had, watched her burn her blood to overcome the insurmountable terror, and watched her protect all the living beings she once wanted to protect time and time again.
Finally, Ji Jiutian also made a decision.
——Fuck his grandma’s legs!
——Since the ending of the "Dream of Time" is destined to be unchangeable, it is better to fight to the death!
Just when Ji Jiutian was about to help Ji Wushuang secretly, she was once again pulled into the "Dream of Time" after not having had it for a long time.
This time, what she saw in her dream was Ji Wushuang, an extremely unfamiliar, powerful, and indifferent Ji Wushuang. She was standing alone on the other side of nothingness.
The stars, the Tao, and all living beings were annihilated at her feet.
The moment their eyes met, Ji Jiutian was awakened.
This was the first time Ji Jiutian took the initiative to break free from the "Dream of Time"...
What does this mean?
Is it...
Ji Wushuang is the one who destroys the world?
Why did the universe end up being destroyed?
Guixu invasion?
Or Ji Wushuang?
This problem did not bother Ji Jiutian for too long.
Because this time, like all the other people from different tribes, she chose the latter between the vague future and the real Ji Wushuang with flesh and blood.
She wanted to believe Ji Wushuang.
Believe in the truth of what she feels.
Believe in everything about Ji Wushuang, believe in her emotions and perseverance, and also, believe in her soul...
Therefore, even if Ji Jiutian knew that her ending would be death, she would not regret it.
Just like she did not regret escaping and establishing Tianyan City back then.
As he pondered, Ji Jiutian saw his soul gradually fading away, like shattered, tiny galactic dust particles, being lifted up by the wind and rising bit by bit...
From a distance, it looks like the distant Han River.
This scene is dreamy and gorgeous.
Even Ji Jiutian himself couldn't help but smile when he saw it.
After all, that woman doesn’t like beauty?
It's better to turn into starlight than into mud, right?
She looked at Ji Wushuang, who was just a few feet away, through the dense dust of light. Perhaps the light was too dazzling, and even Ji Wushuang's expression softened...
Ji Jiutian watched silently, feeling vaguely dazed...
——It’s true that she has no regrets, but it’s also true that she has some regrets.
——Naji Wushuang, how nice it would be if I could hear you call me “sister”?
——See you later, my little monster.