Chapter 590 Interstellar Villain Army Leader X Natural Mermaid 65
Chapter 590 Interstellar Villain Army Leader X Natural Mermaid 65
[Te amo]
[I love you]
Yu Zhen thought he would say "I like you", but even though this confession was said in another language, it should not be easy for Lu Siyan to say it out loud.
She tilted her head and looked at him: "Aren't you afraid that I won't understand?"
Lu Siyan lowered his eyes: "Don't you understand it already?"
He obviously didn't want to continue this topic, so he exerted force with his hands and stood up holding the little mermaid.
Back at the villa, he placed the little mermaid beside the bed.
"You must be very tired, go to bed early."
Just as I was about to leave, I felt someone grabbing the corner of my clothes.
Lu Siyan turned around and looked at her.
"Are you still sad?"
The little mermaid looked up at him, her eyes moving back and forth across his face, as if judging his emotions.
"Do you think I will be sad?" Lu Siyan asked back.
"Everyone will feel sad, just like I get sad sometimes, although not too often." Yu Zhen replied.
She just wanted to confirm Lu Siyan's condition.
He rarely showed his vulnerable side like he did tonight.
Lu Siyan seemed to have misunderstood. He sat down next to the little mermaid, thought for a moment, and then spoke: "Do you want to know what Edmund and I talked about? Are you curious about the relationship between him and me? Or do you want to ask me... about my mother?"
Although Yu Zhen was indeed curious about these things, and even if she wanted to, she could actually let the system access the surveillance to find out everything.
But she didn't want to know about his pain without Lu Siyan's consent.
"If you want to talk, of course you can, but if you don't want to talk, I don't want to know." To Lu Siyan's surprise, he heard the little mermaid continue to say: "I just think you are very unhappy tonight, and I want to know if you are happier before you leave."
"Lu Siyan, you like to take everything on yourself, which is actually very tiring."
Yu Zhen explained: "If you are unhappy, it will also affect my mood. You know, people will easily age when they are unhappy."
"Do you want to hear it?"
After a moment of silence, Lu Siyan suddenly spoke.
"Do you want to say it?" Yu Zhen responded.
Lu Siyan chuckled and suddenly felt that... those things that made him feel like a trapped beast seemed to suddenly become much lighter.
The past that he thought was difficult to talk about was not so difficult to talk about.
"It's a simple story, just a real story..."
Lu Siyan's voice slowly rang out in the quiet room.
As he said, it's actually very simple.
Lu Siyan's biological father died in the encirclement and suppression by the imperial army, but his mother fell in love with Edmund's father, Tumon, who was a lieutenant general at the time.
But a woman living on Liaoyun Star, even if she is stunningly beautiful, but her identity as the wife of a former criminal, and having a five-year-old child, is definitely not a good choice for a soldier from the regular army.
What's more, after temporarily wiping out the star pirates, the army is about to evacuate Liaoyun Star and return to the main star.
In order to catch the man she liked who could cross the class and escape from the lower-class star, Lu Siyan's mother spent a large sum of money to bribe the internal personnel of the imperial army, and then used drugs to have sex with him.
If it were another man, he would not take this woman seriously or even kill her directly after being plotted against like this, but Edmund's father was not that kind of man.
He is indeed a good man who can be described as "honest and kind".
Because he had once had a romantic relationship with her and felt pity for her situation, he decided to take her back to the Imperial Star.
When he learned that she had a child, he even suggested taking her child back to Imperial Star for education.
But Lu Siyan's mother said no.
"When she left, she hugged me tightly and said she couldn't bear to leave me. If she hadn't been chosen by the people above, she would never give up on me," Lu Siyan said in a very calm tone. "She said she was sorry for me and asked me to forget her and not think about saving her, because how could I compare with the people of the Empire?"
"For a child, seeing my mother being taken away, I could only think that she was abducted, so I hated the Empire."
“But the opposite is true.”
Lu Siyan looked at her, without much emotion in his red eyes, and continued: "She could have taken me away, but she abandoned me for the life on a higher star..."
"Why do you think there are such mothers in the world?"
"But when I think about her situation, I feel like she did nothing wrong."
"It's just for a better life. This is what normal people would pursue. I have no reason to blame her."
The records in the diary are even more cruel.
[I hate myself for being born here, and I hate my previous husband who did all kinds of evil things. He died, leaving me and a burden behind. I know without thinking that once the imperial army leaves, I will only become a trophy for his men or enemies. What awaits me is only a life like hell, worse than that of a prostitute in the red-light district.]
[I want to live, and I want to live a superior life. The lieutenant general named Tumon looks like a good man at first glance. Only such a person would be willing to take responsibility for a poor woman.]
[…I must get him and leave here. Even if I fail, I won’t regret it.]
[......]
[He is so nice, he is willing to take me to the Imperial Star and even asked me if I want to bring my child with me]
[How could I possibly take him with me? He was not a child I had hoped for. He deserved nothing more than to stay here and wait for the stars. He would be buried here forever with his father.]
[I will have new children who will inherit all my love]
[......]
There weren't many entries in the diary, as she hadn't written any more since she went to the empire, but these were obviously enough.
After closing the diary, Yu Zhen felt mixed emotions.
She didn't expect the truth to be like this.
No wonder...Edmund looked at him without any resentment.
But this truth was a bit cruel for Lu Siyan.
"Have you finished reading it?" Lu Siyan asked her.
Yu Zhen didn't finish reading it, but didn't want to read it anymore, so she put the diary back in his hands: "I don't want to read it anymore."
Lu Siyan nodded: "It really doesn't look good."
His expression didn't even change; it was almost too calm.
Yu Zhen didn't feel very good.
Seeing that Lu Siyan wanted to put the diary away, she couldn't help but slap it open.
"Why keep this stuff? It's better to burn it up!"
The diary fell to the ground, and Lu Siyan looked at it: "...but this is one of the few things she left behind."
Lu Siyan retracted his gaze and fell on Yu Zhen's face: "Can't I keep it?"
Yu Zhen's eyes were filled with tears. It was just a simple sentence, but she couldn't help shedding tears.
This complex emotion made her feel disgusted with Lu Siyan's mother, whom she had never met.
She could also understand Lu Siyan's mother's actions, but this naked truth was cruel to someone who cared so much about her mother.
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