mesbooks Chapter 141 Blue Life and Death - Heart Love 1
Chapter 141 Blue Life and Death - Heart Love 1
Seeing that Xin Ai's mood was getting worse the more she spoke, Ruyi guessed how Xin Ai died without having to listen any further.
In order to prevent Xin Ai from continuing to fall into painful emotions, Ruyi urgently stopped her: "Okay, okay, you have escaped now, don't think about it anymore, it's not your fault, calm down, calm down, Xin Ai!"
Ruyi intentionally added her own spiritual power to the voice when she was comforting her. Apparently, the racial skills of the soul-summoning bird were also very effective for "foreign" souls like Xin'ai. After Ruyi's comfort, Xin'ai quickly calmed down, but she still insisted on telling the answer to her own death.
"I committed suicide because of depression."
"Before I was fourteen, I suffered violence and poverty that did not belong to me because of Yin Junxi and Yin Eunxi. I had to become inferior and strong-willed. After I was fourteen, I suffered indifference, blame, and cold violence from Yin Junxi and Yin Eunxi in the Yin family for ten years. Even after they died, they did not let me go. Not only did I have to bear the responsibilities they should have borne and take care of three elderly people, but I also had to bear the regrets after they died."
"I just want to take back everything that belongs to me, why did this become my original sin?" Xin Ai really couldn't figure it out. Even if she died, she still couldn't figure it out. If she could do it all over again, Xin Ai hoped that whoever caused the cause would bear the consequences. As for herself, she didn't want any feelings that she was unwilling to give.
"If I could start my life over again, I would like to escape from those who have caused me pain. If possible, I would like to obtain the things that should belong to me normally. I don't want to endure the pain that I shouldn't have to endure. Whoever has the problem should bear it themselves. Don't even think about blaming me if you die!"
"Okay, as you wish!" Ruyi was very satisfied with Xin'ai's wish. Starting over again, she finally decided to abandon those who hurt her and live only for herself.
As far as I can remember, Xin Ai in the drama "Autumn in My Heart" is a very outstanding person.
She is a top student who can get first place in exams even though she suffered domestic violence since childhood and had little time to study because she had to help her adoptive mother with her business. She is a good friend who can make close friends who will stand up for her sincerely even though her family is poor. She is a good student who can still have the upper hand in the election for class monitor even though Yin Enxin bribed the whole class with benefits. She is a little genius who can create excellent works by self-study even though she has never learned to paint.
After confirming Xin Ai's wish, Ruyi left the consultation window and prepared to draw the golden finger. The first four tasks were all in ancient times. Even if she could draw a trader's original skills and make them her own, she could not compete with Yixiu who only knew calligraphy and medicine, Huanbi who only knew crow's mouth and serving people, and Gao Xiyue who only knew how to play the pipa and read poetry and books. Only An Lingrong was better, as she could make incense, and Bingxi could also embroider.
Ruyi chose Yixiu's calligraphy, Huanbi's crow's mouth, An Lingrong's embroidery, and Gao Xiyue's pipa playing, but these skills can only be used to make money or improve one's own talents, and cannot bring much change to Xin'ai's situation. Now she can only hope that the golden finger will be powerful.
A burst of golden light flashed, and the cheat code of the world of "Autumn in My Heart" was finally determined to be hacker skills. Ruyi was quite satisfied with this. In modern society, if you have hacker skills, you can do a lot of things, which is also very helpful for Xin Ai's wish to come true.
When she opened her eyes again, Xin Ai returned to the time when she was fourteen years old. She had just brought home a doll given by someone else, and Cui's mother grabbed her hair and beat her on the face and head. While beating Xin Ai, she scolded her, "Are you a beggar?"
"Why are you so shameless as to take other people's things so casually!"
Xin Ai cried out of grievance after being beaten by Cui's mother. While crying, she couldn't help asking Cui's mother: "Why do you only beat yourself and torture yourself every day? Why don't other children live like you!"
Perhaps Xin Ai's questioning hurt her self-esteem, so Cui's mother hit Xin Ai a few more times, snatched the doll and left, leaving Xin Ai, whose face was covered with bruises, sitting on the ground crying while hugging her legs.
The tired Xin Ai lost her focus for a moment and turned into the tasker Ruyi. (From now on, Ruyi will be called Xin Ai)
Xin Ai touched her face with a dark look in her eyes. Only a few fragments were shown in the TV series, but even so, it was enough to show what kind of life Xin Ai had lived since childhood. From the plot after she grew up, everyone said that her adoptive mother loved Xin Ai, and it was Xin Ai who was snobbish and had no filial piety.
Looking back at these memories now, Xin Ai couldn't help but sneer: "Mother Cui would always treat Xin Ai in the most brutal and extreme way, making her distorted childhood a shadow of her life and making her sensitive and self-abased personality become extreme. Just by saying that Mother Cui loved Xin Ai, but didn't know how to express her love, she wanted to erase the torture Xin Ai had suffered for 14 years. Isn't that too simple?"
"After Eun-hee returned to the Choi family, Choi's mother never beat her!"
She couldn't think about it anymore. The more she thought about it, the angrier Xin Ai felt. She felt that the values of old Korean dramas were indeed problematic. As a normal person, once she looked at the protagonists in these plots with normal values, she suddenly wanted to beat up the screenwriter.
Some protagonists look pitiful, but in fact they take advantage of others; some protagonists look righteous, but in fact they are unreasonable.
Xin Ai simply packed herself up and took out her only pocket money to go to the Internet cafe. Some things must be decided as soon as possible.
Seeing Xin Ai walking out without looking back, Cui's mother, who was still busy in the kitchen, shouted at Xin Ai: "Cui Xin Ai, you stupid girl, why don't you come and greet the guests? Can't you see life?"
"Hey, hey, Cui Xin'ai, you damn girl, where are you going? Hey!"
Even if her biological mother has been abusing her since she was a child, she should not think that she would endure it for the so-called grace of giving birth to her. What's more, Cui's mother is not Xin Ai's biological mother, and Xin Ai doesn't care what Cui's mother shouts.
After arriving at the Internet cafe, Xin Ai successfully bewitched the owner of the Internet cafe with her suppressed ability to persuade others, and sneaked into the Internet cafe as a minor.
After taking a quick glance at the smoky environment of the Internet cafe, Xin Ai walked past some bad boys playing games without changing her expression, went to a computer near the corner, and began to use her hacking skills to find the video in which her and Yin Enxi's identity cards were swapped in the fertility clinic 14 years ago.
The bad brother at the side originally wanted to laugh at Xin Ai for being so young and yet imitating adults to play in the Internet cafe, but he found that Xin Ai was very skilled in operating the computer. Unconsciously, the bad brother saw everything. Although he didn't understand, he could feel that Xin Ai's computer skills were very advanced. He was immediately in awe and not only stopped the gangsters who were ready to make a move, but also asked everyone to be quiet and not disturb Xin Ai.
Fortunately, places like fertility clinics were equipped with corresponding monitoring equipment even 14 years ago. It was not difficult for Xin Ai to find the relevant video. The difficult part was the clarity of the video. After all, it was 14 years ago. In addition, due to the angle problem, the video Xin Ai could find could only roughly show Yoon Junxi's action of changing the name tag, but because her expression could not be seen clearly, it could not prove that Yoon Junxi did it on purpose at the time.